Rant 😤

I am so sick and tired of GD and having to constantly monitor my blood sugar. I hate how my diet revolves around my blood sugar level. I just want to be able to indulge in my pregnancy cravings like everyone else seems to be able too. I’m craving sugar so bad I’m on the verge of saying f*** it and binging on sweets. This sucks. Why me? No one else in my family has had GD. i don’t even enjoy meal times anymore it’s become a source of anxiety for me because I’m constantly worrying about whatever stupid number is going to show up on the meter.