MeWe- could he be cheating?

What is mewe? I found a deleted texts folder and one was from MeWe about a confirmation code on my bfs phone. I looked it up and it said it was a social networking site.

I’m autistic and I have been cheated on multiple times in previous relationships. I caught them when they did it, or a family member has. My mom also cheated on my dad while supposedly going to work. So, I do have trust issues, but this is kinda making me feel he is cheating. Do y’all think he’s cheating? Normally he calls on his way from work. His clothes weren’t dirty at all, and he normally doesn’t work on Saturday. Last night he didn’t call. He just showed up and said come to the door, knowing I had a nightmare that he cheated on me that I told him about it that morning. He brought flowers and my son a toy RC car (that he already has a bigger version of)

I’m feeling stuck and I want to leave because I know with me already not trusting him, we will have issues and I should leave. Im also having some major depressive episodes where I feel everything is better without me and I haven’t felt like this in a LONG time. And I feel so bad for allowing those thought to even try to make their way into my head because I have to be strong for my kids. But, I am also pregnant and he rushed me into moving in with him. Without listening to my gut, I went along and moved in. I’m on ssi due to health issues, and I don’t know what to do. I was better off financially on my own. I had more room for a baby at my apartment. There’s no room here.

We rarely have sex. I try to get him to communicate, and it’s minimum. We don’t have much in common. I’m constantly worrying he’s cheating, and there’s other things that are pinpointing that. I’ve been told sometimes guys will get gifts when something is going on. I had a good day yesterday taking my son to the Apple orchard, and then my bf randomly brings flowers and a toy. I don’t understand why he did that. My son has way too many toys. My bf has even complained about it. He usually calls on his way home, and He could also have stopped at Walmart in the town he works, then called me. He said he didn’t call because he was rushing to our Walmart. Part of me wonders if he thought I was doing something I wasn’t supposed to and wanted to sneak up on me. (Only thing I did that I probably wasn’t supposed to was turn the heat up on 80° due to a Raynauds flare up. Which he wasn’t too mad about)

I can’t save money because I use most of my check to pay bills and to buying my son his needs and food, because my snap benefits got cut in half when I moved in. Plus food prices is going up.

I am waiting on my son to get ssi, he’s also autistic and has severe adhd, and if I get the backpay for that, I can take and get us a trailer but idk when I will hear from that. Because I will need about $500 just to have people help me move all my stuff. I have no friends left. My last best friend got involved with drugs. 😭 so I have no one but my mom to talk to. I get on her nerves and now I’m here doing the same to y’all but I’d I don’t vent somewhere I’m going to have a breakdown because I just feel stuck and I don’t know what to do.