I’m currently pg which I know wouldn’t exactly classify me as postpartum but I’ve found myself so sad lately, or mostly stressed and scared. I’m scared of the future. This is my 3rd pregnancy and the only one that completely took me by surprise. Which is why I’ve been so scared. I’m scared of how to deal with this change & work because I was just promoted and haven’t told anybody at work yet, I’m scared my relationship will fail me and I’ll end up raising 3 children alone. I’m scared of all the changes coming even though the thought is silly because I’ve had 2 babies already. I know what’s coming. I just had an ugly crying fit breakdown on my bathroom floor and my 2 year old found me that way 🥺 I never want my children to see me cry. He wiped my tears & just held me and I felt so guilty because I need to be strong for my babies. I need to get past this. I tried talking to my SO but he was too busy at work & couldn’t concentrate on what I was saying which upset me even more because I started feeling like he didn’t even care about me or how I feel. I’m just so upset & I hate feeling this way. I hate it so much 😔😔