Testing too soon? Bummed

My period is due in 5 days, took a cheapy dollar store test this am. Negative. Had tested with pregmate tests dpo8,9 then 11 all negative. I thought for sure it happened this month, been very exhausted, irritable, tender boobs. But now I am thinking I am crazy.

I don’t how you momma have dealt with struggling with infertility because one month of trying is defeating. Not comparing others infertility journey to my one month.

Definitely ovulated the 30th not the predicted 5th.