Heavily discouraged

Me

Anyone has been feeling really hopeless and discouraged after getting a lot of BFNs when you’ve been feeling a lot of pregnancy symptoms? It feels really upsetting and I wanna cry most of the time. It doesn’t help that I’ve had a lot stress all of last last week (my fertile window) and it feels like I haven’t conceived at all. I’m a week or so away from my AF, but I’m already feeling cramps and I already know I won’t take a pregnancy test. I want to cry even now.