My co worker is 42 and just recently got pregnant with her boyfriend. She traveled the world during her younger years and she let us all know she was pregnant. She was nervous at first and then was so excited and pretty much all she talked about. When she went to the first ultrasound there was no heartbeat. She is too scarred to go through it again. This was 2 weeks ago, and I now have a positive pregnancy test and all I can think about is if I keep this baby, how am I going to eventually let her know. My heart hurts for her and I don’t want to say anything until It’s necessary. I am 30 years old and this would be my first baby. Not to mention im so scared of this entire experience.