Short Venting 🥲🥺

Soo I've been trying for baby #4 for the longest and nothing has happened well besides 4 chemicals🥺 I try to take my mind off & stop trying but still NOTHING I'm not understanding what I'm doing wrong but nothing hurts more then seeing newborn babies 😔 & the fact my kids want another sibling 😔 I completely give up 😔 I was gonna test this week but I'm not prepared for another heartbreak 💔 just over it 🥺