I just found out at the first appointment we are having twins. The amount of love I have is not a concern, these babies will be the most loved babies in the entire world. I would do anything for them.

But i cant help but be terrified. It’s twice the stress, twice the money, and daycare was already pricey at just one.

I tried to talk about it with friends, and they basically said they felt similar with their one child. I didn’t say it to them, but in my head i feel like its not comparable!! We don’t live nearby family, and we both have full time jobs.

So many people struggle with fertility i just feel terrible for how i feel. I love my babies, all I want is their health and happiness. How do I deal with my negative feelings of stress and anxiety?