Please help me ladies

Idk if I’m tricking myself if I’m in disbelief or what. I wish you could see it in person. Im 6 days before my period and i seen the faintest pink line. I took it out and used my phone flash light and i can really see it very thin. I took another one and it looked negative. I took it out and flashed the light i seen the same thing. I know i should wait to test again on Monday im just feeling a little anxious. I just gave birth 6 months ago. My baby passed away at only 2 months and 2 days old. She had hrhs meaning she only had half a heart. We just weren’t able to save her. I’m happy sad and scared all at the same time about this.