Okay so yesterday I went to the doctor and was diagnosed with a very brutal respiratory infection. I am an asthmatic and my doctor has been my doctor all my life and know just how fast this can turn into pneumonia and almost kill me because it’s already happened before.

He put me on these extremely strong antibiotics. I took my first dose yesterday and at night I had diarrhea. I took my second dose today and about 2 hours later I had another bad number 2.

I was laying down in my bed feeling awful and I swear to god I did not feel it happen like I didn’t feel an urge. But I felt myself SHIT MY PANTS.

God but listen. My boyfriends grandmother lives here because she’s very sick and hooked up to machines and can’t live alone and needs help with her medical care and we are all she has.

She bought the washer and dryer and is very strict about picking one day to do laundry and we respect that because they’re hers. Yesterday was our laundry day and I did all of it.

So I take them outside and spray them the water hose and used gloves and soap and then went and put them in the washer (it’s disgusting to just put panties and shorts full of shit in a washer. I don’t have many clothes and I’m like over here trying my best to get them sanitized and cleaned. The whole time I was like oh my god she’s gonna be so Mad at me. But I didn’t know how to tell her, as a 26 year old woman, “grandma, I just shit my pants.” I was having so much anxiety and fear because it’s just so embarrassing and gross! I was freaking out!

I started the washer, she heard it.

She was like “what are you doing.”

I said “I know you don’t want laundry running everyday but my doctor put me on very strong antibiotics and it’s destroyed my stomach and grandma, I shit my pants.”🥺

This woman cannot laugh or speak because she has no trachea

But she laughed anyways, there was no sound but you can tell she’s laughing so hard she doubled over and snorted and wrote a note while STILL laughing “it’s okay don’t worry.”

I am so humiliated and my stomach hurts so bad

I’m very glad she was understanding

Added: it’s so okay to laugh. I would laugh but I’d probably just shit my pants again.