In bed at 6:30pm

I don’t have any friends really. The only one I do have is mainly an online friend, he never follows through on our plans, we made plans for tonight and I made childcare for my toddler with my mum because he promised he’d show, and got all ready to go and he cancelled on me at 4, we were supposed to meet at 4:30, I’ve asked a few relatives if they wanted to go see a movie or that but no one does, I’m so lonely just now I have really no one, I went and watched a film in the front room but now I’m in bed, it’s 6:38pm and I’m in bed. My one child free night and I have no one to talk to and nothing to do. My mum lives an hour away so by the time I picked my baby up he’d be too tired coming home, so he’ll stay there tonight and I guess this is it. Bed time for me too