My grandma is 91 years old. She caught covid and she has other issues such as parkinson's diabetes etc. my heart is so broken I just feel like shit. I have my 2 and 3 year old in front of the tv all day while I just lay here on the couch. My husband is a huge support but this is too much for me. I hate death. I lost my auntie last year to colon cancer and my grandpa back in 2020 I lost my dog 2019 and my other dog just last year. I hate death but I have to learn to accept it. I’m in tears as I am typing this I’m losing the ones I love help me get rid of this pain. She is in ICU They took off her monitor and she’s just swollen everywhere. My mom told me there is nothing they can do and she is just going to have to let the lord accept her. I know she will be happy because my grandpa is there and my aunt but I feel like I’m losing everyone I love. I just can’t take it I can’t I really can’t I am hurting❤️💔💔😢😢😞😞