Excuse me for my choice of words lack of punctuation or any misspelling I just want to see how many people would handle the situation I’m in and how they would handle it I am a mother of three young children my oldest will be five in April my son will be three in January and my baby will be one in December mind you I ended up pregnant while taking the birth control mini pill so now I’m do with number four in May my husband goes to work and have to be there at 5 o’clock I wake up every single morning at 3:15 to make sure he has breakfast and lunch mind you every single kid in my house wakes up and will stay up all day hardly ever going back to sleep and when they do it’s in the living room my 10 month old follows me everywhere and make some things extremely hard to accomplish especially at 3:15 in the morning I am completely exhausted battling pregnancy symptoms so damn tired sometimes I don’t even want to clean my house but I have no choice because I will fall into depression if I don’t I try to keep up with every single thing daily I mean if my kids would stay asleep until 6 o’clock 730 maybe this wouldn’t be so tough but they wake up at 3:15 in the morning every day i’m sure a lot of it has to do with the fact that the two older ones sleep with my husband and the baby sleeps with me yeah you heard that right me and my husband don’t even get to share the same bed everything is just so hard and I feel like losing my shit every day and sometimes I do I am upset that I am pregnant again but I also understand that it’s a blessing from God but it doesn’t lighten the load or my stress level I just want to know how other mothers would handle this I can’t sleep in and allow my husband to go to work with no breakfast it’s just not an option for me and even if I did the two older ones would still wake up and my 10 month old manages to get up even at 2 o’clock sometimes