So pretty sure this is positive and I really don’t know how to feel.

I have just accepted a new job and am currently working my 4 week notice. I’m so worried about telling my new employer and also I’m worried about money as I will now only be entitled to maternity allowance whereas if I had stayed in my old job I would have had enhanced maternity pay.

Not only that but we have recently sold our house, we are temporarily moving in with in laws until we find somewhere but with the rates going up I’m worried that will now take longer than originally thought.

Part of me is happy because it took us 2 years and 3 miscarriages to have our son, this time 10 months and another miscarriage. But the timing is just so off, as soon as I found out I had an interview we stopped trying and agreed we would pause until I’d been there a while, the chances were so slim but they say these things happen for a reason.