Officially evicting baby tomorrow 🙏🏼 41+5 😭

Cannot believe nothing I did got this baby out. 41 weeks and 5 days tomorrow!! Tried every method I could find. We were planning for a home birth so my midwife made us try castor oil today as a last resort and besides giving me diarrhea and going to the toilet 4 times this afternoon, nothing else happened 🥲 she said it works in 8 out of 10 of her patients so I take it as a sign he’s not coming out unless formally evicted. She says something might still happen during the night but at this point I don’t think so.

We have a check scan tomorrow morning and hopefully if they have room I’ll stay for an induction, or they’ll call us in this weekend 🙏🏼 so so exhausted and mentally drained. Waiting this long for nothing to happen literally killed me. So ready to meet him ❤️