I'm tired of him ruining our days. It's so hard to not get resentful when there's so many days that are so fucking unnecessarily difficult because of him. We'll be having the best day and then he'll just decide that there's this huge issue over nothing. And then I'm angry that my day has been made difficult. I didn't want a bad day. I didn't want a difficult day. I was in a good mood. And now someone else gets to decide that my day is going to be difficult and then I'm angry that I'm angry. I don't want to be angry.

I'm not asking for advice I'm just here to vent. I'm not going to read shitty comments, just report the hell out of them. And before anyone says it, no, it wasn't my choice to be a parent.... the decision was made for me and I was in an extremely abusive situation with both my mother and my son's father. Please don't go down the rabbit hole because I'm not going to explain this complex situation... I just needed to vent. No, I don't abuse him, yes, I love him, I just get fcking mad sometimes.

I appreciate all the support so much more than you all know❤ women in these situations need support and compassion, but we're almost always met with judgmental assholes instead. Thank you so much for being awesome human beings❤