Anxiety about going to a wedding while pregnant.

Ok so my best friends, Dad is getting married tomorrow. I’ve know them for well over 10 years. They consider me family. Well said friend has been quite distant and shut off from me since I told her I was pregnant. She knew we were trying for 2 years. When I told her she said she was happy but her tone said otherwise. She later told me that day, she miscarried 2 years ago and never told anyone aside from her now husband.

Fast forward to now I’m 8 months and I can’t hide the bump. Like I mentioned she’s been distant and I feel a weird vibe when she does ask anything about the baby. She said it’s not me it’s just seeing pregnancy and baby stuff in general hurts her. Which I understand.

Like I said tomorrow her dad is getting married and we’re invited but i dont know why I’m having such anxiety about going. I’m trying to find a dress that’ll hide the bump that’s not too colorful, but I don’t think a black dress will be wedding appropriate. It’s rustic theme.

I just need advice ladies. I’m at a lost 😞. I love her and she’s been my best friend but I’m feeling like I’m losing her. I don’t even expect her to show up two weeks from now to my baby shower; which I told her I understood if she didn’t.