Soon to be ex husband in delivery room!?

Long story short !!! It mite sound a bit selfish but I wanna give him what he deserves... And that’s absolutely nothing.. I have caught this man cheating sneaking out the house to meet his side chick the late night text calls and deleted text threads, he’ll he even stepped out the house to answer a FaceTime from this bitch.. I’ve herd the entire conversation.. I felt no need to confront him , I knew he was going to lie .. so I moved out his house 2 months ago .. he was at work I had my bags packed and moved out of state .. He knows he was wrong and I’m holding him accountable for his actions.. so yes evil me want him to suffer.. he asking to come wherever I am to see his baby born and plan to drag his moma along.. I’m not interested whatsoever, I’ve never met his mother or talked to her so there ain’t no type of connection.. I do kno his sister and 2 of his cousins.. but that don’t change the way I feel ..my pregnancy has been hell being with him everyone wanta give a excuse for him but I kno better then to let him slide he is fully aware of his actions.. we got married last year and we moved in together dated for 7 years .. I threw the ring at his head a week before I made my decision to get out. I just got tired of the lies and deceit..one thing I can’t do is forgive him for what he’s done to me and the way he treated me .. so I’m pretty set on not inviting him to the delivery room if he cared so bad he would of sat tf down like a real man and worried about me and his baby.. he is the reason why I left now he want in .. I don’t believe in giving a chance a third time around.. he made his bed now he need to jump in that wrinkled up mf .. and I don’t feel bad .. I had to start all over with my home it’s peace n quite and that’s the way I like it ... I don’t want him around me or the baby he a drunk careless reckless fat bald headed selfish bitter bitch .. he can fool everyone around him but not me .. I took in a lot dealing with him.. he has stressed me out so bad that I’m sick and can’t be around a lot of shit he the one who caused a lot of my health problems I have been placed on medication to keep me and my baby well until surgery.. my mom like let him come out u need to let him be there .. but In my head I’m thinking of the time when I was rushed to the hospital he wouldn’t even get up to take me and it was a LOD situation.. so why have someone like him around at all? So I’m pretty solid on having my baby alone just me and the dr and I’m fine with that .. my mom and whoever I choose can come up after she born I have a complicated high risk pregnancy so I feel like no one deserves her but me .. I’ve been to all my appointments alone .. and it has taken a toll on me physically.. I see a ob and a cardiologist twice a week I be tired of going back and forth with no real support from the very person who helped me create her.. am I wrong for feeling like he is not a factor??