I am so livid at my husband.

We have 3 beautiful boys. The last being 14 weeks old. He works over nights. So on his random day off he sleeps all day and is awake all night. He does little to nothing most days anyhow but I would think he would do something to help while he's awake while no one else is. I wake up to do night feeding for baby, wake up with kids if they wake up. I wake up to dishes in the sink, the house worse then how I left it. Nothing done.

Am I wrong for expecting him to do anything other than watch TV and play with himself???? I am so pissed off. I've had this conversation with him so many times and it's honestly like he ignores me. He never addresses it, never answers, he might do a load of laundry after I lose it.

I am so worn out doing every ounce of parenting that at least he could pick up somethings. After all these years I feel like I don't like him anymore. I don't feel anything but pure dislike. Idk how to make him understand that I need some help. The only thing he will say is "you can't handle 3 kids by yourself, I get it" and I feel like that is a jab at me. Cause I can handle all 3 kids and 3 dogs just fine. It's EVERYTHING on me all the time that I am struggling with. I have no one to talk to about this. I have no family or friends.. I feel so tired and angry all the damn time..