Here we come June 2023

My husband and I have been TTC for over a year. After 1 confirmed miscarriage and 2 chemical pregnancies I have been given news I am now Pregnant. I found out by the fertility specialist who rushed me in when the ob couldn’t get me in for pain in my side. They took blood and an ultrasound around 9:45 by 1:45 I received a call to go immediately to the ER something wasn’t right. I was asking what was going on because iI have PCOS and other issues. She just said well you are newly pregnant we need a better work up. Rushed to the ER whom was super busy. My husband and I held our breath as we became more and more anxious. Went back had a lot of blood collected and ultra sounds and they said so far everything looks good. I feel terrible that I am so terrified that I’m finding it hard to just think positive. Today I almost bought a test to make sure I am still pregnant. On one hand I am thrilled, we have wanted this. But on the other I’m so anxious and scared of the what ifs. Anyone else feeling this? I am 4 weeks and 3 days.