My boyfriend of ALMOST 2 years isn’t making me happy anymore but I’m not ready to give up.. My feelings, emotions, words, and cries aren’t taken into consideration at all.. When I vent to him he says things like “what the hell is wrong with you?”, sometimes doesn’t even respond to my messages and claims it’s because what I’m saying is “bullshit”, and genuinely will ignore me and not say anything after what I say, instead he’ll clear his throat instead and say “hello?” Like he didn’t hear me.

Yesterday I got home from getting some food and I went to reach for my daughter in his arms that’s under a month old and he grabbed the bell out of my arm with his nails sunken into my skin and called me a bitch, and to leave him alone (I hate to say it, but it’s like my daughter isn’t comfortable with him, he is barely around to help out and we live together, he legit only put her to sleep 3 times within the last almost month, so she’s only fond of me). He put her in her swing and tried feeding her that way and I noticed her latch was wrong and I said “her latch isn’t right on the nipple of the bottle, she’s gonna get pissed snd start crying” a few seconds later, she was pissed and crying.. I was able to pick her up without him hurting me and grabbing me and he threw her pack of wipes across the room and said “I don’t want you here fucking bitch, go to your moms house” followed by “I don’t care for you”

I didn’t care for what he said about me and to me, but I was bothered that he threw my daughters stuff..

To put things in better perspective, I bought all of my daughters things, he wasn’t really caring for her while I was pregnant..

I don’t have my own place and I’m working on everything.. Opinions? How do I stop caring about him?