Husband cheated

So I figured out my husband has cheated on me for the second time 😪

The first time I read some messages on his phone, got really mad, but we made up somehow. I told him that it would be the first and last tome of me forgiving him (guess I was I foolish for this).

Two months back I found out he cheated again😩😪🤦🏾‍♀️🥵. I told him he had to leave the house and that I wanted to get a divorce, but he argued he had to wait for his sister and my mother to be back in town so that we could reunite the fam to explain that we were getting separated. These two months he’s been here he tried to change a bit his attitude, but I just don’t trust me.

Today I told him that I can’t do this anymore but he appealed saying that he would change, and that we have a daughter and a beautiful family. All bs! 😪

But I miss his ass 😩

So while he was saying that he would change for the 2nd time, He got close to my body and started touching me…dammm it felt nice 😩, I was so horny and we ended up having sex.

So now I don’t know what to do. For me it was just sex (which I told him), but I want more 😖, but I also want to be mad and him