I'm sorry, I know I post this a lot. But I just can't get him off my mind. It consumes me! I've tried everything. We're practically best friends. The sex was never mind blowing bc it isn't a priority to him and it's never been romantic. Just get it done and over with. Just how he is. But I still have these thoughts of how maybe I could change that. I honestly don't think it well though. But I constantly overthink this and fantasize of doing different things and having sex with him. I really just miss the closeness, and the way at least felt during sex. But this meme really Nails it