September 4 this year I lost my baby . I was almost 11 weeks and I miscarried the baby . Baby stopped growing at 8-9 weeks .. my husband and I started trying a couple days after even though they say not too, we started trying .. now as of a week ago.. my husband abandoned me and I’ve never felt worst.. I don’t know if I’m pregnant or not yet. But I feel so destroyed inside .. idk what to do or how to be strong for my boys that are here.. I just want my husband home .. now I’m left with a broken heart from him a broken heart from losing my child.:,idk what happened to the old me .. but I miss her so bad ..