Not in the cards for me ?

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I’ve done about 2 or 3 posts on this before - apologies as I’ve not got many people to talk to about this….. but the last year I’ve become so low I started going to psychics.

They’ve given me dates that come and go. I’ve just started fertility meds and last cycle was my first but didn’t get pregnant. I’m being told my psychics that I won’t get pregnant until may next year. I won’t be on meds by then anymore. Why would it take so long???

I’m beginning to think that the one thing I’ve only ever wanted, may not be for me? I’ve had to see pregnancy announcements almost monthly the last few months and it’s killing me. I honestly don’t know what to do with my life if I don’t ever have kids. But this process is also deflating…

Why do all the dates come and go? None of them come into fruition. Do I even bother doing my medicated cycles if I won’t conceive ???