I overreacted and ended the relationship

i decided to give him an ultimatum “Seek help or leave” For alcoholism told him he can no longer use my car to go to bars or the common places he drinks due to him drinking and driving. This argument turned into a physical tussle where my lip was injured. Cops got involved and he packed his things up and left.

After he said he’d rather leave I got emotionally upset and started knocking his things over out of anger because of the time and energy I invested was for nothing. I was immature about the situation being emotional reacting instead of responding and allowing him space.

Now I feel horrible.

Trying to convince myself maybe the drinking wasn’t that bad. Then going back and forth mental saying it’s never ok to drink and drive or come home most nights drunk.

At the end of the day I got upset because I felt like he no longer wanted to spend time with me. Instead of him wanting to be home with me and children he would rather be in a bar.

In the past he has struggled with alcoholism

He blocked me on everything. And wants nothing to do with the unborn baby.

Due to the services my job offer I’ll be enrolling in their counseling/therapy program that includes free session Because I feel horrible about how I handled the situation.