My fiancé and I moved with his mom last month. I haven’t seen my parents since. I’ve stopped my medication because I can’t find a doctor down here. My fiancés mother isn’t helping, she comes home, messes shit and expects me to clean up after her. She’ll complain about me every chance she gets. We haven’t mentioned to her that I’m pregnant. I’ve lost a substantial amount of weight and I now fit into clothes that I used to before I got pregnant with my daughter. I don’t feel good and haven’t felt good since I got here.

Today my father texted me on our way back from Walmart (picking up my daughters first Halloween costume 🥹🍬) and it read “I love you Sammy”. I instantly broke down.

I’m just realizing I’m not okay. I don’t want to be pregnant and I don’t want to be here. I’m tired, I just want to sleep. I feel like I’m on my own. I have nobody to talk to or lean on. My fiancé works nearly everyday (9-5) and comes back tired. He instantly wants to sleep.

I just want to feel alright again.