I’ve got the ick

No seriously. I felt awful at first and now I’m just straight up annoyed and disgusted.

We’ve been together literally a year and he used to be normal but these past few months he actually REPULSES me. And it’s not your normal stuff that he says or tries to do.

For example I love baking , I went to get some more baking equipment as we moved in and I lost half of it.

Anyway I was buying a rolling pin - and the disgusting words that came out of his mouth about this rolling pin saying he wants to shove it in … I bet you can imagine.

Girl I just wanted to bake some damn cookies.

Anything I do he turns it sexual. Even when I poop he says “I’m jealous of the poop being in your a** and I’m not”

I’m so sick of it and it’s vile. He will constantly do this too. I have a lava lamp in my room and I bet you can imagine what he was saying about my damn lava lamp.

He is constantly grabbing me and trying to do stuff and I’m so sick of it , I’m repulsed at this point.

He’ll try sexual stuff too constantly even if I’m asleep or unwell. I have to literally say no and then he’ll huff and puff and he’ll jerk off next to me whilst I’m trying to sleep. Its disturbing.

even when I go to work, I work at a casino and my uniform is not great it’s a white shirt black waistcoat you can imagine it right I look like a failed magician. And I come back from a 12 hour shift I’m so tired and he’s at it. He’s says he wants to f**k me in it and even once he put my WAISTCOAT ON AND NOTHING ELSE. I almost had three heart attacks. It’s not sexy and I wanted to run off.

He turns literally everything sexual and I’m so tired, I think to myself all the time why can’t he be normal

Im at the point where I don’t feel anything towards him anymore but I live with him now. I just want out.

You might think it’s quite funny at first but this is EVERYDAY.

I feel harassed in my own relationship.