Hi. I am 9 weeks in, still 1st trimester. I could not be weaned off my antidepressants because I kept vomiting them anyway- so I practically stopped cold turkey.

I am extremely sad. And I feel very overwhelmed with everyone else’s excitement for my baby. I cant relate to the excitement. And I dont think anyone understands how I feel. Sometimes I even wish I wasn’t pregnant - even though I’ve been hoping for this for the past 3 years. I am always nauseas, and nothing seems to help. Ginger helped briefly, but I create great tolerance for these things.

I am irritable, explosive, cranky, sad and have lost hope that it actually gets better after the first 3 Months. My husband is not being sympathetic most times, and every time we talk we just end up arguing. Any suggestions?