Very Concerned I’ll Never Have Kids
My husband is this 🤏 close to saying “to hell” with TTC. It’s been a stressful and emotional 2 years, with two losses and what feels like a lot of lost time. Unfortunately, he is not keen on the idea of medical intervention and last night we got into a big argument about everything. I had a doctors appointment for what was supposed to be a next step towards a test I wanted to get, but the scheduled me for the wrong thing which lead me to break down to tears and call him crying. He was sweet when I called and I could tell when I got home that he tried not to let his opinions get the best of him, but we ended up arguing about how he doesn’t want us spending all the time and money and possible heartbreak and tests on procedures that might not do anything. He told me we could try and get pregnant one more time, and if we lose that one, he is done trying. I can’t demand he keep trying, I know this is really hard on him as well as me. But the idea of never having kids of our own kills me, and he knows that. So then he starts saying how I’ll probably leave him blah blah and I said “no way, I didn’t marry you just to have babies, I’m not leaving you”. So now I’m just feeling emotional and sad about the idea that if we do have another loss and decide to not continue, he might always feel not good enough and want to part ways. I guess im just venting more than anything. If any of you have experienced something similar feel free to share.
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