I’m having horrible anxiety because I’m not sure what to do about my relationship. We’ve been together 6 1/2 I want kids and marriage and he doesn’t seem to be on the same page. There are times when he can be mean to me never physical, never really called me horrible names, maybe mentally Ill and stuff like that. I don’t feel connected when we have sex anymore, I’m not 100% happy anymore but I also don’t have a car or any where else to go.. and just thinking of leaving gives me very bad anxiety and right now I’m having a panic attack.. deep down I know I deserve better but I’m just lost 😞