Imma start this out like this

I’m 23 yrs old , I’ve been cheated on countless of time . Crying on the floor . Balled in pain because it feel like my heart is literally in my ass . Confused . Angry , all that . Married the man who constantly cheated on me cause he promised he would change . Never did . Over and over I forgave but never forgot . Stuff I can’t even speak on because it hurts so much .!” But i say that , to say this . I recently found out some stuff he was doing with an ex while I was at work , the amount of pain I do not feel that I thought I normally would , the hurt that isn’t there but I thought would be there , the tears that won’t fall , that I always thought was gonna fall , the screaming , the yelling , cursing , fighting all of that , y’all it’s not there . I don’t feel a fucking thing , I wouldn’t care if the mf would leave tom , I laughed at every screen shot I saw . And this is all very shocking to me ! I knew the love I had for him was fading ! I knew I didn’t love him the way I had . Every touch , kiss , hell even sex any kinda love language I just wasn’t feeling anymore . I don’t know how to explain the feeling other than .. I DONT GIVE A FUCK !!!!!!! . I think I finally been set free

Just wanted to share for anybody going through the same . Eventually those feeling you have would fade .