Anxiety over loosing baby at birth

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Hey guys so this my second pregnancy… my first one I had elective c section .. and tbh I always wanted to give birth naturally but when I get close to due date I always think of the worse and imaging I can’t push my baby out or them using equipment to get the baby out and loosing the baby .. I am having the same feeling again and at this point I want to pick another c section . Anyone feeling like this ??