i need someone to talk to about my pregnancy

Isyss

i’m 19 years old in college and yesterday afternoon me and my boyfriend just found out i am pregnant. i have a very irregular period so it’s not uncommon for me to miss a month or two. well i missed the last two months but wasn’t worried. about two weeks ago i i noticed my left ankle and knee hurt to do anything even walk then after a week of that it started in my right ankle and knee as well. my boyfriend bought me two tests because he thought i was pregnant. both tests were positive. my boyfriend is setting a doctors appointment for me. i haven’t told my mom because some people i went to high school with have already had a baby or are currently pregnant and she just says that they are ruining their lives etc. i don’t feel that if i keep my baby i will be ruining my life. but having a baby at 19 years old wasn’t in my plans. i’m still trying to process this all and i was just hoping i could vent to someone, maybe someone went through something similar or idk.