Not sure if this is actually a sympton of my OCD or the anxiety or the ADHD or maybe all of them together but in my head when me and other people are doing the same thing I mentally “race” them like say we’re carving pumpkins I HAVE TO finish before them or in the shower with my bf I have to finish washing myself before him or at work (usually a factory job with tedious stuff) I’ll watch someone and try to do it faster then them even if it kills me. Sometimes my intrusive thoughts jump in and tell me if I don’t catch up someone close to me will die or something but that happens a lot usually not at the same time but sometimes at the same time. I’ll be lighting a candle and then I’ll tell myself I’m not gonna remember I lit it (adhd) and then my house will burn down with my baby in it so then I blow it out then multiple times I’ll go back and check that I actually blew it out and I’ll quadruple check that I cut the oven or stove off it’s just a mental battle everyday all day long….. I’ve been on multiple anti narcotic anxiety meds but nothing helps it either makes me angry feel like slow mo(idk how else to describe it but I feel like everything around me is fast and I think, talk, move slow) or give me more anxiety. NOTHING WORKS😭😭