So I recently stopped dealing with my ex and we’ve been on and off . We decided to be friends and i stayed with him for 3 months .. I haven’t had a pregnancy symptom since then. I decided to leave him alone for my mental health and found out I was pregnant. He wants me to get an abortion however i had 2 before taking his feelings into consideration not knowing what that could do to my body . The feeling of terminating something that’s apart of you feels terrible i cried each time because of me seeing the heartbeat my last termination .. it’s traumatizing I just don’t know what to do now. I wouldn’t care if he’s mad if i decided to keep the baby because it’s not about him we BOTH knew what happens when you have sex. My feelings ate everywhere