I was doing so well and proud of myself for having little to no anxiety during my post partum journey and then bam my baby girl got sick with a cold. At only 3 and a half weeks old. Now my anxiety is through the roof. The night time is so hard , all I do is stay up and check her breathing constantly. I have to distract myself with funny movies or else I feel like I could go into a panic attack. My doctor already knows my history and that I had severe PPD and anxiety with my middle daughter so she had set me up before I had my baby with taking anti anxiety medication (which I’m currently taking) and it was going so well. Now I’m terrified this will never get better even after she isn’t sick anymore. I have never had a sick newborn before and it’s the most terrifying and helpless feeling in the world. If anyone else on here is going through the same thoughts or feelings I’m here to talk to through those lonely trying nights. Just message me. ❤️