I didn’t have no one else to talk to maybe am over reacting I just got in a fight with my husband, he started screaming at me because he asked me to buy plane ticket for his son, round trip and I told his to do it himself, idk why but he has always had a weak spot for his Baby mama. First of all his on only in charged of a one way ticket.. but instead of arguing with her because she never wants to do her part and pay for his to go back like they are supposed to in their agreement they made. He rather bitch at me and fight with me about it. I am sick and tired of being second when it come to his Baby mama. Like he honestly doesn’t care what I have to say. He pays his child support like his supposed to and when we have his we buy his mmm everything he needs and more because she ever buys him nothing .. the kid comes with old clothes and long hair since she doesn’t want to cut his hair either .. but anyway the point is his aways takes her side and doesn’t care if he hurts my feeling as longest he doesn’t have to argue with he or tell he no. And then he throws it at my face but when you ask me fire something for your family I never tell you no am a nice guy idk why your suck a bitch.. he said something else but I was so mad I was ignoring him. He tell me his sick and tried when it comes to his family I aways get mad if not that I get mad it just that things never seem to changed we been together almost 11years and I still feel like am always second place to him. I moved out of state 12hrs from my family, I don’t have no family here I feel all alone.. my depression kicking in a dark way.. idk what to do.😔😭 sometimes I feel like running away and never coming back.