So I already have 2 kids. My oldest is 2 and my youngest is 2 months and we manage financially. But I keep having dreams that I get pregnant again and it's a girl.

I don't want anymore kids but I feel like my heart really wants a little girl, but if we were to try again I feel like it would be another boy (which I have zero issue with because I have 2 boys and I love them to death), but I really want a girl.

I guess you can say I'm torn.

Both kids were born via csection so thats another thing that's keeping me from wanting more, on top of the fact that my nerves can't handle the 2 I have, and I wear myself down caring for them to the point where my needs come LAST.

I don't know 🙈🥺