I love him so much buts he’s hurt me a lot I’ve been trying to move on but now idk

This is a year-long Situationship and I’m kind of just like over it at this point. We fight a lot from February to like July we would fight for a week or two get back together for like three days and then fight again. We had some pretty big fights in May June and July so we pretty much broke up for the summer and we still hung out maybe once or twice a month and all those months just because of we were trying to get along. We stop talking for a really long time but now we’re kind of talking again but I’m giving him really short answers but he’s being nice and weird. Idk what to say to him or what to think. He has said all this stuff before and he said better stuff before now he’s kind of being like a little cryptic because in the last picture I don’t know what he thought about and I don’t know what he thinks he needs to do so that confuses me. Also I’m pretty sure I’m going to get bad comments about how I have responded to him and I know it is kind of shitty of my responses but honestly he has hurt me unbelievably like I cry almost every day because of all the shit he’s done to me in the past so I’m trying not to be too overly eager with my responses. This has happened time and time again. We’d start talking and I’d be so happy and talk all the time and see him and than he’d break my heart again. I don’t want to get hurt anymore. He has talked to me the exact same way before. Only reason I’m responding the same way now. They way he’s talking to me I’ve talked to him the same way and then some.