Hey so i have had three miscarriages this year my 9th loss in total, 1 stillbirth at 39 weeks, 16 week late miscarriages, two chemicals, an ectopic, one at 6 weeks, one at 7 weeks and missed miscarriage at 9 weeks… its been a bit hard going (i had a rainbow in 2020 before my ectopic so am very lucky)

I have been doing opk since my cycle returned after my d&c in july .. i had normal cycle aug, then September i didnt get a postive opk but had normal O symptoms, then my cycle was 26 days normal for me. this month has been super weird i had ewcm on cd 6-9 which is unusual for me but have being doing opks since cd 6 as though maybe i just missed it last month… but no positive and no ewcm since am on cd 19 and cm is no creamy which I guess is normal for this time in my cycle.. my GP is doing cd21 progesterone levels but am so worried am broke.

I have a under active thyroid and my bloods are all normal i have no problems like this before and i just want to cry 😭

Anyone ever had weird cycles like this..

I don’t temp because when i did it drove me insane so stopped before my rainbow was conceived