Three years of no contraceptives, two years of tracking and one year of prenatal’s and testing.

I’m frustrated, seeing that negative pregnancy test every month feels like a knife to the heart. We try to keep our lives very stress free- to the point I’ve changed jobs twice to avoid high stress. I quit drinking, I’m eating better getting in lots of light to mild exercise. At the end of this cycle we see the doctor and I have a very strong feeling that we will be told we are unable to have children…

I’m young, I’m healthy and I never thought I would be in this situation; I’m surrounded by friends that pretty much look at a guy and end up pregnant and they don’t get it. They don’t understand what my fiancé and I go through monthly they don’t understand the mental toll it takes…

**for some reference I booked an appointment with my doctor about two years ago but COVID so it got postponed, because it wasn’t deemed as ‘important’ I just went and seen my doctor in July and she asked me to return sometime in November because it would be a “true year of trying”