Really starting to feel discouraged. I know there’s no line here. Doesn’t mean my eyes didn’t try to fool me. It’s just the constant let down month after month. & the constant eye tricks, is there a line or no? Am I ever going to get a BFP again? Will I ever be able to give my son a younger sibling some day?? I’m 34. I wanted to be done with my family by now. Not still TTC #2. I’ve had so many melt downs. My AF is supposed to arrive within the next couple of days & yall, I’m more emotional than ever. I never get like this before or during my period. (I’m currently just spotting at the moment).

There’s no point to this post. Just venting here bc I have nowhere else to go. & yes. I’ve been to the obgyn. All is well. The stress from a previous job has prevented me from conceiving. I’m hoping that I’ll get my BFP soon. Sending baby dust to all those who are currently ttc as well ❤️❤️