Feeling neither here nor there

Mellysa

Hi Beautiful ladies,

So I've been very depressed and under the weather lately and I've been questioning a lot. I've been with my partner for 6 years and there's been no growth. he also recently lost he's brother and I've been trying to be there for him and understanding. I've been asking about kids I really want a kid we've been together for long enough we live together and I just want to take the next step, he's been very anti kids with me in the beginning of our relationship he asked me and now he looks almost disgusted when I ask. The other day I went on to the laptop and he's WhatsApp was open and I got a glimpse of the females he's talking to and that broke my confidence I don't want to kill the little bit of peace I have by fighting but my confidence is on an all time low and I just wanted some feel good products.