I need help !!!!!

anyone have any experience or advice please comment ………

I was nexaplon for a year, bleeding was horrible like everyday for 3 months then i was prescribed ibuprofen.

Got off that, had one dose of depo in July, lasted 3 months, ending in October, had regular periods before during and after.

Tried the patch for 1 months, not knowing depo was in my system anyway but i just needed one more month before i was ready to start ttc.

November 14th 2021 i got off all forms of birth control to start ttc.

All periods were normal, only had extreme cramps like never before, every month we would try but we weren’t tracking ovulation or anything. So around may 2022 i started tracking my ovulation cuz i didn’t have not one positive pregnancy test and i was starting to become nervous.

September 2022 was my first month not having extreme cramps as well

September me and my partner took a break from sex for the first time every just to give us a clear head.

October we tried again and of course we just missed having intercourse with each other.

So now it’s November 2022 and i just can’t help but think maybe this is my month, just maybe I’ll get my bfp, my period is supposed to come in 3 days and I’m so nervous, it’s also my birthday on the 9th, I’m not testing but i pray this is my month ❤️❤️✅