Devastated

Today was our 3rd and final IUI. I have pcos and don’t ovulate and my partners prior semen analysis has been good… however now with IUI and post was the total motile count has been less than 10mil. It was 7.81mil last time and this time was so absolutely devastating at less than 1mil. They still continued on with the IUI but I’m so heart broken. Now we have to take a pause and have him go to the urologist which looks like it’s going be be months out. The most terrible thing also is that I ovulated with femara only and got a positive opk and didn’t have to trigger… I’m just so angry and devastated… 😤😫😢😭