P again????? What do you think

So just a little back ground im a 21 year old SAHM of 2. Me and my husband have a 2 1/2 year old son and a 5month old daughter. To my knowledge ive gotten pregnant about 5 times and i know how i feel and the symptoms to make me go test and the fourtunately but un fortunately am experienceing some symptoms that make me wanna test. I know some are probably like “ Fortunately but unfortunately”??? But yes i am not ready for another baby so ive been trying to convince myself that it’s nothing that im just imagining and have been holding back on testing. Not that i didnt want anymore kids i just wanted at least 3 years before trying for another just for my mind, body and everything to heal cause pregnancy and l&d can be alot and pp can be even more. Im not gonna say i didnt experience pp because i did i just hid it very well cried behind closed doors sat staring at the walls when alone and then acting like everything is a ok infront of everyone because i dont want to worry them or feel judged for feeling alone when im not.. especially when nothing seems to be going right when i had my daughter we were staying with his mother which didnt last very long the day after i came home with my daughter my husband and his mom got into a really big arguement and we had to move in with his dad which didnt last long because his dad lives in a 55+ community and his neighbors are miserable and complained to the association that there were children liveing there so we then had no more options of living till we get our own place in that state so we moved across the country to move in with my parents which had relieved me of some stress but not enough to be ok with the idea that maybe pregnant again just not ready….. with all of that being said the symptoms that ive had so far is first about a week or 2 ago i noticed some redish pink discharge after peeing and i figured oh my period is about to start not thinking thwt it cluld be implantation bleeding because ive never had ang with any of my pregnancys secondly i usually pms really bad with cramping and craving and moody the few days before my period is to start in which i have not and now my period is going on 3 days late and i have been peeing all day long which is one of my biggest symptoms that i have had everytime im pregnant along with very detailed dreaming and lastly ive just been having really strong cravings for certain things not anything weired just mostly sweets tooth ive been holding back on testing as I mentioned before but my nerves are nerving and i cant wait any longer so im gonna take a test in the morning cause only 2 things can happen there can be 1 line or there could be 2.