So i don’t know why but i had strong gut feeling it’s a boy my daughter has been calling the baby her brother for so long I can’t help but feel so disappointed and guilty for feeling it😭😭😭 i cant help but still hold on to hope even tho im pretty sure US tech saw what she saw please no comments about being grateful I’ll am and I’ll love this child no matter what but we’re allowed to have feelings really need from someone have same gendered kids how can i get excited again for the same things im grieving the family I thought I’d have and it makes me so damn guilty bcz I know I should just be grateful 😔