So iv been feeling alittle home sick lately, just missing people, I don't really want to go back tho as traumatic memories are in my house town.i moved away from my home town, about an hour and a half away to be with my now fiance soon-to-be husband in afew months and I think our relationship is awesome and I really do love him to pieces.

I been here for 3years, don't have much friends apart from befriending his friends and family as my own

but lately he's been visiting his family alittle more and he can do it when he wants to I, I don't really care and I don't have a probably with, I think it's good for him to have him time and his family

I can't drive due medical problems but I wish I could, he has a motorbike that's only for his use only. due to my balance I can't go with him for rides.

Im just am finding it tough as when he leaves I'm mostly at home when he leaves as I only work a few hours a week and sometimes I wish I could go with him. his family lives out of town about 15mins by vehicle, I just feel more alone.and once he comes home he talks for hours about his adventures and I'm getting a little jealous

At the moment we can't go anywhere as we got a wedding , Christmas and his 30th birthday to save up for I just feeling about stuck and idk