Our marriage has been awful but we had the opportunity to have a date night,plus baby. The food took over an hour so I had my first real drink since over a year. I’m breastfeeding so can’t even really drink and tend not to cuz of him anyway. They poured the drink a little heavy and I was feeling it. We had fun for about thirty min till his aggressive rude side came out. It completely shattered the time spent. We got home n I get baby ready for bed. He starts coming at me with some rude comments but I’m sober and fluff it off. We can never have time together his drinking ruins everything. I feel like I can never enjoy myself, and I have the mom guilt got even having one. Ugh End rant.